All these came to me after I celebrated my 17th birthday on Christmas day. I looked back as an older self and was disgusted by the 16 year old shell. This time I was determined to set things straight. I wanted to walk back to the crossroad and dump the distasteful drink into the rubbish bin. This time, I will walk the path I wanted and press for the drink I really desired. That became one of my new year resolutions and it took me much of my courage to approach you.
My determination went through and thank you for your forgiveness plus friendship. Finally I was able to lighten the weight I was forced to carry as a result of my naiveness. At last, I was able to crush the can and walk back to the crossroad. This I time I will think very carefully and pick my next course of action.
Many things had happened this week and I hope that it is really all right now between my two brothers. What SY said was right, hardly the people you knew will be as good as the friends you have here. We trained, played and even slept together. Nothing could really break us apart. For only a true friend will be the 1st to kick your ass and scold you in the face. All these were done to prevent you from getting burnt when the fire gets really big. True friends/ brothers know and they care. Lesser ones, know and they heck care...They laughed and walked away. True friends/ brothers laughed but gave a helping hand. I hope all unhappiness were gone between the two after the game of pool. Along with the black ball which rumbled down the hole. And we shall laugh our way home. =)) All of you are considered my brothers and you guys rocked man!
