Hey there this blog post is here specially for my daughter Ting. I know that you are not feeling yourself these few days. If you are feeling irritated,angry,frustrated just try to chiilllll~ okay?! And don't say you hate yourself. If others don't hate you why should ya? you are too sweet to hate yourself remember? =]
Just try to.................................................................
date : Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Nothing can really describe my current mood now. It is a mixture of fear and excitement as well as aggression for the upcoming competitions. My mind is totally preoccupied with it now and I cannot stop those images from flashing across me. I feel that I really need more break point trainings to expend the pent up emotion within me. In the afternoon, I went to the salon and this time I requested for my fringe to be snip off. When I look into the mirror now I am so not used to it. I guess I am really in the mood now. :)
date : Monday, February 16, 2009
Some Photos Taken during IJC's visit to CJC (credits to Adelia Loh)
(partnering with SJI boys)
(CJC Girls- they are tough)
The 4 amigos!
from left: Changhong, I, Jerrold and Babu!
Well thats all for today's update chao!:D
date : Friday, February 6, 2009
是否对你承诺了太多 shi fou dui ni cheng nuo le tai duo Have I given you too many promises, 还是我原本给的就不够 hai shi wo yuan ben gei de jiu bu gou Or perhaps those that I gave were never enough? 你始终有千万种理由 ni shi zhong you qian wan zhong li you You always have hundreds of thousands of excuses, 我一直都跟随你的感受 wo yi zhi dou gen sui ni de gan shou And I have always given in to your feelings, 让你疯让你去放纵 rang ni feng rang ni qu fanc si Allowing you to be wild and to do all the crazy antics. 以为你有天会感动 yi wei ni you tian hui gan dong I thought that you would be moved one day, 关于流言我装作无动于衷 guan yu liu yan wo zhuang zuo wu dong yu zhong And thus I have pretended to be unmoved by the rumours that I heard.
直到所有的梦已破碎 zhi dao suo you de meng yi po sui Until all the dreams have shattered, 才看见你的眼泪和后悔 cai kan jian ni de yan lei he hou hui Only then do I see your tears and regrets. 我是多想再给你机会 wo shi duo xiang zai gei ni ji hui How I wish I could have given you another chance, 多想问你究竟爱谁 duo xiang wen ni jiu jing ai shui And ask you just who is it that you love. 既然爱难分是非 ji ran ai nan fen shi fei Since it is difficult to judge who is right and wrong in love, 就别逃避勇敢面对 jiu bie tao bi yong gan mian dui You shouldn't escape, but face it bravely. 给了他的心你是否能够要得回 gei le ta de xin ni shi fou neng gou yao de hui Having given him your heart, are you able to take it back?
怎么忍心怪你犯了错 zen me ren xin guai ni fan le cuo How can I bear to blame you for making mistakes? 是我给你自由过了火 shi wo gei ni zi you guo le huo For I am remiss in giving you too much freedom, 让你更寂寞才会陷入感情漩涡 rang ni geng ji mo cai hui xian ru gan qing xuan wo Which made you lonelier, leading you to plunge into the maelstroms of love. 怎么忍心让你受折磨 zen me ren xin rang ni shou ze mo How can I bear to let you suffer? 是我给你自由过了火 shi wo gei ni zi you guo le huo For I am remiss in giving you too much freedom, 如果你想飞伤痛我背 ru guo ni xiang fei shang tong wo bei If you wish to soar, I'll carry the painful burden for you.