Mr. Samurai.
date : Friday, July 31, 2009


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December Rain

I always treasured winter, a world of fragile things.
But now I must remember that I, myself, am a fragile being,
that not all things frail are loving, offer solace from the pain,
that peace is never lasting, and that nothing is as cold as December rain.

Crimson is the love, and crimson is the lie.
Crimson is the blood that streaks the floor, that streaks the sky.
Crimson are the wounds of the soul. Crimson is the stain.
Crimson are the tears that mixed and froze with crimson December rain.

I always hoped for solace, a respite from the pain,
but now that I have fallen, I know that solace cannot be gained,
that I have no hope of healing, of washing away the blood,
that life is no longer living and I’d give up breathing if only I could.

Broken is my heart, and broken is my hate.
Broken is the help that came to save, that came too late.
Broken are the joys of hope. Broken is my mind.
Broken are the dreams whose shards cut my soul and bleed me from inside.

I cannot wait for saviors I know I don’t deserve,
but there’s nothing more I hope for after all the pain I’ve seen occur.
And after all the hurt I’ve known, after all the tears that came,
the harshest lesson I’ve learned remains. Nothing is as cold as December rain.


http://likenightrain.deviantart.com/art/December-Rain-25500984

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The Kids Aren't Alright Lyrics

When we were young the future was so bright (whoa)
The old neighborhood was so alive (whoa)
And every kid on the whole damn street (whoa)
was gonna make it big in every beat.

Now the neighborhood's cracked and torn (whoa)
The kids are grown up but their lives are worn(whoa)
How can one little street
Swallow so many lives?

Chorus:
Chances thrown, nothing's free
Longing for,used to be
Still it's hard, hard to see
Fragile lives, shattered dreams

Go!

Jamie had a chance, well she really did (whoa)
Instead she dropped out and had a couple of kids (whoa)
Mark still lives at home cause he's got no job (whoa)
He just plays guitar, smokes a lot of pot

Jay committed suicide (whoa)
Brandon OD'd and died (whoa)
What the hell is going on?
Cruellest dream, reality

Chances thrown, nothing's free
Longing for,used to be
Still it's hard, hard to see
Fragile lives, shattered dreams

Go!

Chances thrown, nothing's free
Longing for, used to be
Still it's hard, hard to see
Fragile lives, shattered dreams

date : Thursday, July 30, 2009
Some times you just keep telling yourself that everything is all right and it will be fine. One might be all high and happy for a moment. Yet when reality comes knocking on the door, you get double the impact x2. You know youdon't want to look and yet you can't stop your head from turning. In the end you see what you don't want to see... contradicting isn't it?

I want to be happy and normal so I start from scratch again and hoping that things will change for the better. Yet whenever there are starting to signs of improvment, it slumps down again. Why?

whywhywhywhywhywhywhy?! I tried so hard to be normal again and yet I failed. Somehow it is always the fact that I am being treated very much differently. I am not asking for the past to return again but at least be natural. I am trying really hard let go and clear up my emotions somehow or rather I failed.

I keep telling myself. "It is nobody's fault and so just let it go!"

I feel so angry yet I know this anger isn't really caused by anyone. The demons are having a great time digging a hole out of me. =)


I promised myself that I will not blog about unhappy stuff as I only want to read about the joyful events which I have been through. Thus I will be able to remind myself how fortunate I am and not focus on unhappy issues.

Guess I failed again. :) x2

date : Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Went for training yesterday and took the attendance as Daryl is not around. It was kind of disappointing to see that not many year 1s turned up for training. I was pretty pissed off when some of people gave me vague reasons which does'nt fulfil the the meaning of a valid reason. Others just didn't give any notice at all. Well that is very responsible. THANKS. :)

Adelia and Tracy came in the middle and training cause they got lost on their way here. =x HAHAHAHAHAHA. But it is really great having them around cause they are pretty light hearted and it really makes the training more fun!

Thanks Adelia and Tracy for turning up for the training!! It is really great having the both of you around. =)

At around 8.30pm we (Adelia, Tracy, CH, Tim & I) rushed to Changi Airport to receive Mr and Mrs Loh who are coming back from Australia. Mr Loh didn't expect that (CH, Tim and I) will be there to receive him. Hehehehehe :D We should have took a video of his shocked expression when he saw us aside from his daughter and Tracy. :p "Welcome back Mr and Mrs Loh!!"

After receiving them both, we had our dinner at the airport and we chatted for an hour before going home. Overall it is fun and pleasant experience. :) I wish we can have our Island Judo gathering more often!! woohooo! XD

Zhaoz. :)

date : Sunday, July 26, 2009
HAHAHAHA YOU GUYS CAN'T MISS THIS!!!

AFTER WATCHING THIS VIDEO I FEEL LIKE DANCING WITH THEM wooohoooo!!! :DD



So in love this song. It is so cheeky. ^^

date : Friday, July 24, 2009
HEHEHEHE. Something bo liao Murphy and I do for his htm RJ question;p. It is posted on facebook. ;D

HTM Module Problem 12:Business with Pleasure RJ Gone Wrong.

Nadali's RJ


Qn: Will I consider a career in the spa industry? Discuss.

Giving my 20 cents *chink chink* $_$ worth of opinion, I will not only not only consider a career in the spa industry. In fact I will climb the corporate ladder up this Business with PLEASURE. This is because I have prior knowledge in this business of pleasure *hint hint* thus I am able to provide pleasure service.

One the reasons being my head understand the needs for pleasure from my clients. Thus I am able to give good head for my clients and provide them with a memorable service. ^^ Thus I believe my clients will always come back for more from time to time.

I am especially proud of my hand skills whereby I can give a good hand to clients and help them release their stress after a long day at work. :D One of my secret tricks to the trade is spreading sour cream on my hands before massaging. I learnt from the culinary science that sour cream is a dairy product which is high in fats. It acts as an organic lubrication for massage which I rub on my clients and also at the same time it acts an appetizer for the clients. ;D

I believe that it is parental influence which makes me so intensely passionate in pursuing a career in the spa industry. I also learnt a lot of thing from my mother as she opened a spa before and also have taught me the secret of giving pleasure to my customer ;D.I think that what I do will not only give my customer sextifaction but also having my spa being spread through the word of mouth that is a very communication tool :D I believe I will follow this passion work hard to become an owner of the first spa house in Changi. ^^

Nadali (Class F66C)
8##69@myrp.edu.sg

date : Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Nice Piece. :)

date : Monday, July 13, 2009


What should I say? ._.

The fight is on this coming August at the Pesta Sukan Judo Competition 2009.

Went for training at IJC yesterday and before I knew it I am part of the team for the Pesta Sukan 2009. ._.

It is really... I don't know. Somehow I feel that I am not ready.

Maybe I am always not ready. LOL.

Go in just for the experience and process as part of growing? Yea I agree...

But there are still doubts lingering in my mind.

I know that I want to win, I need to win. It is the only thing on my mind.

Yet I am so afraid when I make the leap across the ridge I will miss and fall.

This is the demon I have to battle and I seriously need to calm myself down.

Putting too much at stake could make things worse._.

TINGDONGDAMN!!!!!!

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date : Friday, July 10, 2009
THANKFUL


I Really Really Have alot of things to say... But I just can't really phrase it into words.

I Thank God that my life seems to be getting brighter again these days.

I am glad to say good bye to the much hated gloomy me. And I do not wish to see it again.

I am going to say a little prayer before turning in tonight.

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date : Monday, July 6, 2009
Goals to achieve:

1. Spend more time with my family especially my parents.

2. Enjoy life with my friends to the fullest before NS.

3. Train hard to be a better Judoka!

4. Do reasonably well in my studies.

5. Let go, forget and be happy. =)

date : Wednesday, July 1, 2009
New Divide

lyrics

Songwriters: Bennington, Chester Charl; Bourdon, Robert; Delson, Brad; Farrell, Dave; Hahn, Joseph; Shinoda, Mike;


I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide
Across this new divide, across this new divide.

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