Hello to all, after a long period of time here I am updating my blog again. I am very sorry for not updating during the past 2-3 weeks. I had been quite tied up with my mid year examinations which ended only last friday. For the following days, I am busy with school as well as NPCC. I hope i will be forgiven....haha.
This month will be a pretty stressful month for me as I will be planning for a NCO course for my secondary 3s and 2s. This facilitation for the handover and the promotion test for the whole unit is going to stretch over a period of 1 month. At the same time I will have to balance this cca committment with my studies. Which makes me wonder how am I going to make it through....haiz.
Maybe I should just take a step at a time?
Only have one simple wish which is my secondary 2s and 3s will make an effort to learn as much as they could during this month and show me a significant amount of progress in them. I hope that mine and my OC's words made sense to them and they will start to pull up their socks.
Beside these two issues, another one has been bugging me since last year. And I know that fretting over it is of no use. I just can't forget her even though I know it is not possible between us. Previously when we stopped talking for a period of time, I hoped that we could just be normal friends again. During this year when we started talking again, I was elated but soon I find myself sinking back into the emotional blackhole again. I realised I am such a greedy person who can't be sastisfied with what I have. I wanted the relationship to go beyond the state of norm. But again, it is not possible...it is always my greatest fear that if I do so, our friendship will be at risk. For now I have not come up with a solution on this emotional deadlock. Maybe my feelings for her will fade with time like what JQ said?
Everything remains to be a question mark.
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