I just realised How Bad Tempered am I now adays. Somehow or rather the activities and trainings which I immersed myself into failed to get rid of all the anger and frustration within me.

By making myself as busy as possible I hope to make my mind tired enough not to think.

But I am just like a volcanic lava refusing to cool.

I realised that all the disastisfaction and unhappiness are always the same to begin with.

It refuses to go away.

Just what should I do?

I am just plain stubborn being someone who cannot let go. No matter what answers I try to give to my self I will never be sastisfied.

Just Let is Go!! You done everything you could. Anything more you will be treated like a fool. That is what I will always tell myself.

The stress from school is not coming in at a right time and my recent daily grades are not helping. There is no one but to blame myself.

Fuck it. Why should I care anymore?!!

Labels: I don't want to become the monster in my dreams.

Mess with me & be Messed up.

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