I have a feeling that something will change, and something good will happen!

Last night I have the longest nightmare ever... or should I say I am the nightmare itself.

In the dream I experienced one of the most excruciating pain in my body. It was so painful that I thought it was for real. At the back of my mind I am thinking it is a dream but the extreme pain I am feeling sort of prevented me from waking up from the dream. Subsequently I just give up till the pain subside which was like 5 minutes later.

I woke up again (I am still in my dream) and I see my friends before me. (I shall not mention names here.) They were like looking at me with a different light in their eyes.

One of the them never spoke to me at all while the other person stay quiet for a moment before speaking to me.

He told me that I have grey eyes.

Somehow out of no where I see a mirror and I looked into it. My face look normal except that I have big grey pupils and a grey shadow under my eyes. I was deeply shocked yet somehow I have this kind of surreal feeling.

My friend told me that last night I have turned into a monster and done horrible thing which he refuses to tell me what it is. I tried very hard to recall what it is but I just.... can't remember at all. I can only recall some faint images in my mind but none it made sense to me.

I don't how it happen but suddenly I find myself walking alone on a crowded street and one woman saw me and she nudged the person next to her and exclaim " Look! this person have grey eyes he looks so strange." I picked up my foot steps and walked as fast I can and I reached a traditional chinese double storey restaurant.

As I climbed the stairs of the chinese restaurant I am making to made out the faint images in my mind and with each passing second I am able to form a clearer image.

There was a lot of fur and blood splattered on the floor and stand there is a monster. It has unkempt fur with wicked looking canine fangs. (I assume that it is a werewolf.)

And I realised that monster is me. The next thing I recalled is that I have killed someone. The monster which has been lurking within my heart has came out and spilled blood. And I realised that I have killed someone who is close the friend who didn't speak to me at all.

I feel really sad and confused and there is a sinking feeling in my stomach which torments me greatly. This is as much as what I can remember for this nightmare...
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Somehow this dream connects very much to the reality I faced. I always know there is something lurking and which each passing day it is becoming more and more dominant over what I am now. Maybe one the day that monster might really materialise?

Grey Eyes, Canine Fangs huh... ._.