What should I say? ._.
The fight is on this coming August at the Pesta Sukan Judo Competition 2009.
Went for training at IJC yesterday and before I knew it I am part of the team for the Pesta Sukan 2009. ._.
It is really... I don't know. Somehow I feel that I am not ready.
Maybe I am always not ready. LOL.
Go in just for the experience and process as part of growing? Yea I agree...
But there are still doubts lingering in my mind.
I know that I want to win, I need to win. It is the only thing on my mind.
Yet I am so afraid when I make the leap across the ridge I will miss and fall.
This is the demon I have to battle and I seriously need to calm myself down.
Putting too much at stake could make things worse._.
Labels: tighten the belt.