For my school work, I am getting battered by tonnes of project work assignments and maths. Somehow in one way or another I lost the motivation to study. In NPCC, I worked hard at it for almost 2 years running despite being the the only CI in the smallest unit in Area 19. Nevertheless I never lose heart. But after putting so much sweat, blood and tears into this unit. I failed to see any concrete result. This is not to mention I sacrificed much of my study time for NPCC which brought nothing but lousy results in my studies. Have I been doing the wrong thing all the time? haiz. For me to live with my family nowadays the life is becoming that of a presssure cooker. I worked like a dog in the unit, feels like a dog in school and gets treated like one in the family.
Hiaz...do I deserve to suffer like this?
Labels: Honestly, I don't know what you are up to.